多年以前,命运焕彩,我紫压压的心里遽然射来了豁亮的强光,直接让我中了大奖似的——我从乡村小镇,调到了小城文化部门的剧目创作室,工资关系也转过来了,从此我以码字为生,沉浸于文人孤行的状态里,编排过交付的任务后,自娱自乐间,对文学始终热衷。我以为我会猛火放开烧,弄得全世界都知道。谁知不久就发现情况不对头,有时简直反过来了,让我产生“不如归去”的慨叹。那时我的写作状态曾 Many years ago, the fate of the world, my heart suddenly shining bright light, let me directly in the award-like - I was transferred from the rural town, the small town culture department repertoire studio, wage relations But also turned around. Since then, I have been living as a code word and immersed in the state of the literati’s solitary party. After compiling the tasks entrusted to me, I enjoyed entertaining myself and always enjoyed literature. I thought I would put a blazing fire on my face and made the whole world know it. Who knows shortly after found the situation is wrong, sometimes just the other way round, let me produce “not as good as go back ” lament. At that time, my writing status was